Yo ppl! im ok dudes haha.~ thks for the concern, especially u bro(kok) ^^! well.. exams commin~ fri and tues....haiz... studyin is sooooo 'fun' XD. cant study much.. goin holiday mood ~_~". . . . haha. ok lah~~~ though i can hardly sleep these days.. still tried =p haha. sleeping is such a difficult task for me... im so afraid to close my eyes... because everytime i close my eyes, memories jux flow in like water... it makes me sooo hard to sleep. unknowningly, tears will jux come out, i dunno y~~ i cant control my eyes.... and sometimes, i feel so hard to breath, like theres no air around me..and my heart sometimes hurts. like a spear or arrow jux pierced through it,... hmm.. maybe im gonna die.. haha. well watever. it doesn't matter.. life's a joke, nthin good ever happens in life.. so y even bother haha. theres not a day i can really relax~ so sianz... how i wish can become a part of nature. no more worries and pain. tat'll be so good... ah well. it can never happen till the day tat i die. when my body returns bak to earth, the real earth. Atleast now i still have the songs to be wif me through the lone timez~ friends... well.. not much. no one can be there for ya~ haha. Its the selfish nature of humans tat makes ppl fail and destroy each other...the fear tat lies in everyones heart, the greedy thoughts never fails to appear even in the most pure of souls. One says tat he's afraid of nthin, tats lying. every1 will have a fear in his or her heart nomatter wat. arh....haha ok ima stop here. its sad tat the earth wont end ^^~