Life seems to be so screwed. Yet im so Calm in facing Pain. NO one will ever know what i've went through. Its all nonsense. LIfe is Filled wif nonsense. Nthing But inflict more injuries Both physical and mental. Why cant life be more smooth sailing. I wonder if this is wat im destined for.. Stupid Kids Are pissing me off, and im REally surprised i didnt lose my cool. If u wanna know how it feels like to be me.. welcome to my life.
IM Sorry i am not perfect. Cause I can never Be perfect. Sad truth. Perhaps.. IM the only defect among the Perfects. Thats y im always Failing. And it hurts to know. i just wan u to knowtice me, that im here, alive, Waiting for u to accept me. Though its jux a Thought. Nothing will last forever. Im sorry i cant be perfect.
OMg..i cant Help..I MUST POST THIS SONG!!! So nice.. So Strenghtening!!! Though some of ya Youngsters Might not know this song. But its Really nice. And.. Its true i guess. Time to let go..of the past.. Freedom is Part of our lives. No one can hold on to u. So i shall be Rid of this Mess and start anew ='] Great Thks To Ah-Mei For this Great song~ A really Good Singer. <3~
Theres Only One Person That Makes me feel Real.. ANd thats you. FOr You are the one that brings me strenght. U lets me bring out the Best in mE =] I thank u For everything u've done.
Though its been So long.. But i Still cant forget the story, ONce so beautiful, so full of emotions. I refuse to believe, There's a gap so wide, that Divides us from being a pair. But seems like its all turned to an end. Love Story, Of Brokern Heart.
Feb 10, 2010
Often, We tend to neglect The ones we love. Until one day, he or she decided to leave. Too late is it to regret, that u should have cherished him or her more. But the past cant be Changed. Everyday, you could only wish, that she/he is still here wif u. Holding on to ur hands, Whispering to ur ear.. *Dun worry, I'm always by ur side* But its all jux a dream, Now its all gone. Pain is all remain. Though u still love her/him. But they'll never love u the same way again. :'[
Love Hurts, When The Decision Is hard to make. When ur mind is in a whirlwind. Or when u dont know if he/she loves u the same way u do. Things gets complicated, the one to get hurt most, is you, yourself. =[
Feb 9, 2010
Actually i was thinking of another song.. But i cant seem to remember it.. so i decided to post this song instead...
Cant wait to get a Msg From you, Cant wait to See u again. But will it be possible?
-Love Could Be A Magnificient Match-Maker, Or a harbinger of Woe. Thou Choice Is Not Question For Beings, That Destiny Have Been Placed. Only They Wif Lust And Hunger, Feels The Tremors Of Regret.-
Feb 7, 2010
Came Across this song In youtube.. Really Touched me.. Cause it jux wat im feeling.. It was all but a coincidence. Maybe god wans me to know.. that he knows how im feeling ='[
Heres the Translation For the Song.
First Verse: kore ijyou nani wo ushinaeba kokoro wa yurusareru no dore hodo no itaminaraba mou ichido kimi ni aeru One more time kisetsuyo utsurowanaide One more time fuzakeatta jikan yo First Verse *English*: If I lose any more than this, will my heart be forgiven How much pain before I can see you again One more time, please don't change the season One more time to the time when we fool around
2nd Verse: kuichigau toki wa itsumo boku ga saki ni oretane wagamama na seikaku ga naosara itoshikusaseta One more chance kioku ni ashi wo torarete One more chance tsugi no basho wo erabenai 2nd Verse *English*: When our path cross each other, I am always the first to turn Making me indulge more in my selfish way One more chance tripped by memories One more chance we cannot choose our next place
First Chorus: itsudemo sagashiteiruyo dokka ni kimi no sugata wo mukai no HOOMU rojiura no mado konna toko ni iru hazu mo nai noni negai wa moshimo kanau nara imasugu kimi no moto e dekinai koto wa mou nani mo nai subete kakete dakishimete miseru yo First Chorus *English*: I am always searching somewhere for you Opposite of the house, the other side of the alley's window Even though I know you won't be here If my wish is to be granted, please bring me to you right now Betting and embracing everything To show you there's nothing else I can do
3rd Verse: sabishisa magirasu dake nara dare demo ii hazu na noni hoshi ga ochisouna yoru dakara jibun wo itsuwarenai One more time kisetsu yo utsurowanaide One more time fuzakeatta jikan yo 3rd Verse *English*: Anybody should be fine if it was just to ease loneliness Because the stars in the night sky seems like falling, I cant lie to myself One more time, please dont' change the season One more time to the time when we fool around
Chorus: itsudemo sagashiteiruyo dokka ni kimi no sugata wo kousaten demo yume no naka demo konna toko ni iru hazu mo nai noni kiseki ga moshimo okoru nara ima sugu kimi ni misetai atarashii asa kore kara no boku ienakatta "suki" to iu kotoba mo Chorus *English*: I am always searching somewhere for you Even at the intersection and dream Even though I know you won't be here If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now A new morning, myself and the "I love you" which I couldn't say
Bridge: natsu no omoide ga mawaru fui ni kieta kodou Bridge *English*: Summer's memory is revolving The sudden disappearance of heart beat
Chorus: itsudemo sagashiteiruyo dokka ni kimi no sugata wo akegata no machi sakuragi chou de konna toko ni kuru hazu mo nai noni negai ga moshimo kanau nara imasugu kimi no moto e dekinai koto wa mou nani mo nai subete kakete dakishimete miseru yo Chorus *English* I am always searching somewhere for you At dawn's town, At Sakuragi street Even though I know you won't come here If my wish is to be granted, please bring me to you right now Betting and embracing everything To show you there's nothing else I can do
Chorus: itsudemo sagashiteiruyo dokka ni kimi no kakera wo tabisaki no mise shinbun no sumi konna toko ni aru hazu mo nai noni kiseki ga moshimo okoru nara ima sugu kimi ni misetai atarashii asa kore kara no boku ienakatta "suki" to iu kotoba mo Chorus *English*: I am always searching somewhere for your fragment At the destination's shop, At the corner of the newspaper Even though I know you won't be there If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now A new morning, myself And the "I love you" which I couldn't say
Last Chorus: itsudemo sagashiteshimau dokka ni kimi no egao wo kyuukou machi no fumikiri atari konna toko ni iru hazu mo nai noni inochi ga kurikaesu naraba nandomo kimi no moto e hoshii mono nado mou nani mo nai kimi no hoka ni taisetsu na mono nado Last Chorus *English*: I always end up looking somewhere for your smile At the railway crossing of the fast pace town Even though I know you won't be here If life can be repeated, I'll go to you many times over There's nothing else that I want Nothing else is more important than you
Wonders Y it is so hard to breath. Such Cruelty to ones mind, Such Sadness, Pitiful... Shame on myself for being such a Loser. For the ending, Never turns to be Happy. Such for others, their happiness never ends. Cause I've selfishly sacrificed Mine for theirs. Never will they know, Never will she know. For it all ends in a happy ending. Misery survives only in the weak. Perhaps the giving. Or sacrificial.
This is all hurt could say, Bringing me to the ends. Couldnt bear to look anymore, I chose to leave. Hurts more to see, But most to know, That She'll never love u, The way u wan it. Every Word said, is like salt on open wounds. No matter how sweet it is, It all taste Bitter and sour.
In the End, NOthing matters, cause Its not important at all. I meant nothing. I am Nothing. All i did was for nothing. How foolish for me to think, that i'll haf a place in the heart. Now i know, No matter how hard i try. No one I Love will ever fall for me. So Deemed a Solitary life. Maybe this all could go away, wif the hurt and regret. Find solace In such tragic Ends, Would only be the santuary of Loneliness.
Feb 2, 2010
PAPERCUT!!!!! LINKIN PARK FOREVER!!!! <3
This is wat keeps the Day Rolling wif Energy!
Crawling! LP! Rock On!!!
Me, Myself, Wolf, Cat.
Adios Adventurers!
i am (Kuek Xiu Quan(Boris) A.K.A. Kiba/牙),
(18+) years old
im currently studying in (Temasek Poly)
Ima In the class of (Games & Entertainment Technology)
I love (Nature, Animals, Reptiles, Amphibians, Fish, Insects, RTS Games) and (War/Horror/Comedy/Violent/Gore Movies).
