WOOO HOOO!!! DMC!!!!!

GO TO DMC!! GO TO DMC!!! GO TO DMC!!!!

wahaha! ok today went wif the groupie to watch DMC! at plaza sing =D

my god it was funny and nice.. i had a hard time restraining myself not to shout LOL!

well.. we're Mad bout DMC.. cant blame us!! wahahaha

ok.. er... my body is still achin all over.. wonder how tomorrow's trainings gonna be.. perhaps..

im gonna die? lol!...

the pain is epic.. cant even sleep well at nite.. wake up too often to call it a nice rest ><

sooo.. haiz.. bo bian its a challenge tat i haf taken.. and i have to accept the fate..

but still.. its better THAN RICKY RITE!!!!

psp whole day or com or Taiko or judebeat!!! PLS RICKY!!! GO DO SOME EXCERCISE FOR NS!!!! LOL!...

u must feel the pain to enjoy the pain! wahahaha

ok im a saddist.. XD.. even kamalia says so =.= .. cause.. i mind fucked mata and john LOL!..

damn funny wat happened in the bus.. lucky ricky and zuzu wasnt thr.. WAHAHHAHA..

whole day~~~ out .. mostly in arcade.. watchin them play.. i jux stone.. cause no money.. XD

ok tats bout it.. oh

WE WONT GET TO SEE JERRY TILL NEXT MONTH T_T..

cause our art class ended liaoz haiz..

and ricky goin Over'Beach' XD...

so.. haf to wait till he's back then we join back the class wahahahaa

sads eh.. well seems like its time for rest hehe

Byes..

GodBless! =D

alrites~~ back for another short post.. XD

woooo~ training is hard...

my stamina is gettin worst sia..

Run 2.4km and my timing is 14 mins ... sian..

then go gym work out.. bloody now whole arm and body aching ..

lol~.. sibei jialat =.=

But bo bian!

FOR IIT I MUST DO IT!!!!!
FOR THE BROTHERHOOD!

I Will not let them down XD!

so gonna Train everyday...=D

Sry guys but i'll have no time to go out le =/ ..

cause gotta build up my stamina within a month .. must train like siao XD

so yea Flying off to outer space liaoz =.= lol

Oh yea last thing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!!!!!!!!!

Sry cant have presents for ya~

And its sad tat i cant celebrate ur bday wif u.. =/

Anw.. Hope u have a great day k!

Loves ya!

HAHAHHAHA Leong suxs!

His Blog is Dead Nubber!...

STOP WOW-ING LAH!

MY DOTA GOIN TRASH U LIAO ! lol

sry no 1v1~ i suxs at 1v1 XD

anw.. today happy!

so many good stuffs happening! =D

MEL got her hp! but temporary nia =[

Aiya Better than nthiN! lol..

then Im in For Dragonboat For week 0 BABY! WEEEEEEEE

Training starts tomorrow! BIOX HUAT ARH!!!! lol!

BrotherHood Of Tp! Love u guys! lol!.. im not gay! i mean i like to be wif u guys! loL!

then... Made a small buisness wahahaha

Dota~~~ trashed a bunch of so called pros~ lol

ok tats it XD

Played bball today! Fun sia~ haha

OK lah~ back to blog...

ehhh~~~ TOO MANY THINGS TO BLOG LAH!!!!! HAHAHHAA

Wat day isit today? ...

hmmm.... Oh its monday? Rite? XD

*meowww*.. oh ok thks =p..

wow.. ok gotta blog wat happen the past week? hmm *meow* ahh.. ok lo~

Last monday and tues.. went for chalet!

It was C203 Chalet XD.. Glad tat quite a number of us were thr =D

terence is the BBQ master =p

Im the Fire Starter =.=.. haha BURN bABY BURN! =p..

ok.. monday we went to meet up at ehub at 3 bah~ rite? or isit 1.. haha cant remem..

then we watched kung fu chef XD.. damn funny! lol!

Cause its Like ...zzz WTF IS THIS KINDA ENDING!!!!!

haha. but still ok lah~ KAI SHUI BAI CAI! XD

ok basically its a so called traditional dish =.= .. dunno from some village blah blah..

then the judge tat ate the food said... woooow... YOU BAI CAI de Wei DAO!!!! LOL!..

MUOFUO!!!! BAI CAI OF COURSE GOT BAI CAI DE TASTE LAH!!! LOL!...

haha .. after the movie.. we went to chalet... Had bbq and played Ps2 XD.. me and nick played out guitars for awhile ..

the first night.. hmm we didnt sleep much XD.. me and zuzu got no place to sleep so we sleep on the floor XD haha.

Its quite nice though.. quite cooling.. =D

before tat we went to mac to drink coffee XD.. i think i got lzh virus..

drink coffee == sleep =p..

coffee cant keep me awake now .. dunno y~ lol~.. perhaps i should try the bitter one..

BUT I HATE BITTER STUFF RAWR!!! haha

still <3 Iced Latte Best! XD

ok.. then 2nd mornin~ .. me and zuzu was the first to wake up.. but im the Really First one.. cause cant really sleep =x haha..

so washed my face.. and went for a bath.. mornin Bath!!! wa so shuang ~ lol!..

after my bath.. came out and see everyone still sleepin..

so went out wif my guitar to play... i sat on the table and played the guitar..

sang quietly.. cause my voice aint tat good lah~ haha. got ppl see also..

so dun wan too loud.. XD.. played for bout an hour or so.. renqi called me.. say he commin le..

since he haven rch so i cont playing.. then zuzu came out.. join me to bask under the mornin sun XD so nice haha

then renqi arrived bout half an hour later =p..

we sat outside for awhile to play the guitar before he went in and play SoulCaliber wif zuzu XD..

i cont stayin outside till it was like too hot.. then went in to join them XD

by this time most of them were awake le.. so we waited for the rest to come back since they went home to sleep hahahaha.

we had our lunch~ then went back to bbq.. i was the fire starter...soooo...

i was the first to be back .. me, zu and renqi made the fire.. WOW!!! ok we started the fire..

lol..

actually i did the placing of the charcoals and started the fire.. the 2 of them are the wind summoners! =p haha..

so yea we started the fire and waited for the rest to come back..

After they came back we started having our bbq!

of course only afew of us are cookin .. the rest are in the chalet playin ps2 ~ XD

we ate and ate and had fun.. blah blah =.=...

the send jem home.. on the way saw arthur wif his gf... LOL!.. he's face was like HOLY SHIT! when he saw us LOL!.. damn funny XD

after that bout 10+pm me and renqi and leong went home.. i and qi took 89 while that NOOB went dunno whr to get LOST! lol..

ok rch home packed some stuff cause wed goin for camp so yea packed my stuff and went to sleep..

So came WED!!!! OMG ITS OLTC!!!! LOL!.. damn excited.. but sian cause nv really had much sleep XD

i packed all my stuff le then head out to SCH =D !!!!

when i rch.. i was like damn blur.. cause only got me waiting.. i thought i waas late or smthing.. haha or i missed the camp or i saw the wrong date XD..

but i say berlinda making the registration counter.. so i jux sat back and waited for ppl...

after awhile... More and more came.. haha~ i dun even know all of them

i was like ok.... im gonna be anti social and jux sleep lol!..

then saw Ah Soon! haha.. we talked awhile and he slept on the bench.. then simin came and sat beside me.. haha.. then jem came.. he was like WTF! lol!.. and sit on my right =.= ..

haha. we talked awhile and i went back to hibernation mode haha..

after they said the counters are ready.. then we went for registration.. and got the iitsc shirt..

then i went in to the lec hall.. i went in .. lookin ard.. dunno whr to sit..

I AM IN THE GROUP CALLED BIOX!!! WOOOOOO BIOX FTW!!!! haha

BIOX™! haha

ok..i went in and sat down.. Simin and me SAME GROUP AGAIN! lol!.. we go everywhr also same group one == .. haha ..

jem dun sad lol!..

so other than her... i dunno any one else..

everyone was quiet before diz came and broke silence LOL!

yea so he came in introed himself.. then we started introducing ourselves.. beside me was BOON!.. not noob .. his name is boon! lol.. cool guy! haha

then Avril.. infront of him~ she's tall .. nothin to say~ lol...

after tat more came i shall not say all of their names.. basically we started talking.. then faranah came.. sat beside me..

after that our FA came.. It was CHin Soon =D I support u! LOl!...

we went out to have our ice breaker after a short briefing.. XD

during ice breaker.. ok.. we introed ourselves... blah blah..

then Chin came up wif this GREAT idea.. he wan each of us to say our name and then say the names of the others before the him..

apparently... i was sitting beside boon.. and.. boon is sitting beside him~~~~~

=.=... he called boon to start..

and we sat in a circle.. bout 15 people.. sooooooo

i AM THE LAST ONE! lol!...

GG... i thought i was dead XD

haha

i had to remem all their names and the say out.. wa stress sia..

after intros.. we played the TITITI game =.= .. haha damn fun XD..

then played pepsi cola... haha..

it was spencer's idea.. i got knocked out by him~~~~ =.= haha.

goin on.. after ice breaker... we went to play the dry stations.. haha

quite fun XD.. we're high.. =p..

BioX Is The OWnz!~XD

We made our own cheers and a play~~~ for the 2nd day~

evenin came.. we had our dinner.. er... ok lah the food not bad XD

i find tat we're quite bonded as even though its jux the first day~ we talked quite alot haha.. thomas.. =.= .. funny Lol!

okok.. then nite came. we had our debrief.. and then time for sleepin.. well... we kinda cant sleep XD..

the bloody room was HOT as zzzz lol..

so me jem and a couple of peeps from 204 and 205 went to the outside games lab the labs there and sleep haha.. damn cold.. lol~.. at first we cant sleep.. so me and.. who is tat.. i cant remem his name =X sry dun kill me! haha..

we went to get cup noodles.. Sadly pei fen cant have hers Cause we no money to buy XD hahaha

=X

we went back to the lab thr.. and see the rest playin asshole dai di! lol!..

damn funny XD.

bloody john was emo-ing and readin his book~ lol!..

so yea.. they played till like 3 or 4 am..

then we all decided to sleep.. zzz

sleep halfway got alot of ppl run here run thr.. wth sia haha

so noisy and i scared they step on my specs or ME! lol!...

next day~~~ DAY 2!

Wake up~ wash up~ blah blah.. went to eat breakfast..

chin soon was 'Busy' so he didnt join us..

and our 2nd FA came.. EUNICE!!!! WEEEEE!!!

haha

ok so we had our 'amazing race'

we went to pasir ris park at bout noon~~~ the bus was uber crowed wif our 'troops' XD

so yea.. our team was the fastest! BIOX!!!!!

haha

but sadly it rained T_T

or we would own the others by leagues haha =X

anw .. went back to tp... blah blah

then dinner.. talk talk.. went back to LT..

then go out perform.. hahaha

Too much to say~~

so gonna cut things short

Sleep~ LOL!

3rd day! Wet GAMES! =D

then final collison! hahaha

after tat~~~ then overall score..

we lost by abit sadly haha

then end le ard 8+

went to eat wif 2 guys~~~

haha~~ my memory bad~ dun blame me >< haha

then went home.. unpack stuff.. play dota.. LOL!

SAt.. mornin went to art class...

afternoon.. dunno do wat forget liao~~ lol...

Sunday~ went our watch movie..

Then today~~ WHOLE DAY COM! lol!

ok time to go Bye Meow!

Haiz.... tired as usual...

Quite crappy day ... don't know wat else thr is to explain..

got pissed in the afternoon for doin NTHIN~ ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

Will go to tat later..

Then 6+ go to bb court to find my frens to play..

cause The court near my house got alot of people and we dun like to play wif them...

so we decided to go to anchorvale cc to play =D

had fun thr.. haha my basketball skills haven rise or fall since the last time ==..

Made some mistakes here and thr.. damn Pai seh.. cause pass to wrong person..

Keep on change team mate arh.. then hungry.. abit seh diao haha

Then.. yea.. after bball about 930pm

rch kou fu bout 10pm.. have my dinner of course..

haha... had a small chat wif JK.. talked bout our life stuffs haha..

man talk.. =p..

so yea.. kinda happy..

then Came back home.. didnt even say a word till now..

see my dad face nia sian.. dun even feel like speakin..

Not like tat i DUN like him..

i jux dun feel like talkin to him.. bloody hell everytime he speaks ..

It feels like he is INSULTING ME PLEASE!

okok back to the story of wat happened in the afternoon

PLEASE IM DAMN PISSED AT IT!

Cause I got Shot For No reason And He SAYS NO I DIDNT!

WHAT THE FUCK PLEASE!

I dun wanna use the 'F' Word.. But seRiously! WTF!

ok I did Nothin.. I am jux feedin My hamster.. I changed the bedding and stuffs.. TOTALLY NOTHIN TO OFFEND HIM OK! NOTHING!

im happy cause i changed the beddin for my hammies and they look happy.

so i turned in to the livin room and stand by the dinin table to watch a variety show.

then ok now start of conversation.. he say

HEY DID U READ THE NEWS PAPER?..

Theres a GUY that KILLED SOMEONE BECAUSE HE PLAYED TOO MUCH GAME and the game should be 'WOW' since normal warcraft have nothin for ppl to have a reason to kill another person.

SO... continuing.. he said.. ARE U LIKE THAT?.. I was like WTF! and i didnt bother to reply him.. cause i dont wanna quarrel .. i HELD back.. and cont watchin the show

Bloody hell.. he continued OI OI OI! i was like OK WTF U WANT! of course i didnt say wtf... i jux said WHAT?!.. and i look at him STRAIGHT IN THE EYE..

OK.. when u call someone.. and the person don't wanna reply purposely means.. he/she dont wan to quarrel or speak with u. cause obvious reason.. Are u TRYIN TO FUCKIN HELL SAY TAT I AM GONNA DO OR I ALREADY DID TAT? Or are u tryin to accuse me of something?

People tat know me.. U think i am those that will run ard killin people? I Cant even slap a person in the FACE U EXPECT ME TO KILL SOMEONE?

I can Say TRUELY... I TRUST MY FRENS MORE THAN I TRUST MY FAMILY.

Ok now back to after i said WHAT?!.. he said Did u Hear what i jux said.. are u a game addict? .. U HAVE GAME VIOLENCE?ARE U THE SAME AS HIM? WTF! Seriously WTF!..

Now im even more pissed.. so i said back in a louder voice.. NO! Of course Not. Are U tryin to say im like Him.. Do u think I would be tat brainless?.. Yes I play Games.. I admit im abit of a game addict.. BUT NO I HAVE NO FREAKIN GAMING VIOLENCE!

then he said.. Later u play the game somemore then u go kill people.. HACK! KNN!. then i say.. U'LL BE THE FIRST ONE I KILL!.. i know its not a right thign to say.. but BUT BUT! u pushed me to my Limits DAmn it. I have Never Wanted to say it. U THINK SAYING IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD.? GOD! Damn it cAn..

Then the quarrel continued.. and i was fuckin pissed till i dont wan to say a word ANYMORE CAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL MORE WORST JUX TO QUARREL WIF U!

U KEEP ON SAYIN I SHOW NO RESPECT! FUCK! THERES A LIMIT TO WHR I CAN HOLD MY ANGER OK! U FUCKIN SHOT ME AND U FUCKING DENIED IT STRAIGHT IN MY FACE!

I shouted back.. i Held On to My own PRIDE... I live by My Rules.. U DONT KNOW ME SO FUCKIN SHUT THE HELL UP! U are My Parents! damn it.. and u fuckin dont trust me at all? JUX BECAUSE I PLAY GAMES WHEN IM FREE?

And BECAUSE I PLAY GAMES TATS Y I HAVE GAMING VIOLENCE? DAMN U! Then What bout those other people Thats playin games Way More and Worst then me .. WOULDN't THERE BE A FUCKIN MASSACRE By now?

Think Before u talk god damn it. u can joke.. we can talk properly.. blah blah.. but dun poke into peoples uneasy points.. if u say it in a different way .. like how my frens and i communicate.. i would not even raise my voice at u and we WOULDnt have quarreled.

U can say u dun feel like u are accusing me .. But i dun feel tat way.. Cause in my eyes.. I can feel tat u are tryin to Hurt me in everyway with ur every Word.

I dun feel good.. thats y i'd hit back.. i have to defend myself.. I am no senseless piece of shit that u can jux manupilate and kick ard.. no.. I have my own mind.. i have my Pride.. I Know wat i am.. i know wat to do and wat not to do..

Hell i think i even suffered more than u suffered ur whole life. Gettin beat up is jux physical pain.. Have u ever been Mentally.. hurt?

U make me hard to talk to u.. Infact whens the last time we ever had a proper talk for hours... NO? maybe when i was a kid.. when im brainless and all this shit..?

stop tryin to think that i haf no brains.. I know i am not an adult.. but my mind is more than jux an adult.. i think deep. I think of possible reasons.. ways..

I make hard decisions.. I suffer Mental attacks.. Have u?

IF no.. stop tryin to accuse me of something that i am not and tryin to make urself sound RITE CAUSE U ARE MY DAD?

U dont know me.. Sometimes i dun even know u. I tried to understand and know u..

But u gave me the chance to let me put tat trust in u..? when u dun even put ur trust in me?

i speak my mind and thoughts to my frens.. but never to u.. Both of u.. Know y? cause i dun feel save to even talk to u..

I had suffer more hardship...i counsel myself.. i too seek others for answers.. but not u.. NEVER.. cause i know.. U'll find the fault in me in watever i say.

how can we ever talk like this? HOW?..

I wan to be like other people.. Have a good relationship wif thier parents..

Haven u Noticed that im THAT DAMN QUIET... i had Never really spoken in the house other than laugh at The TV?.

I trust mom more than u.. cause she never really accuse me of anything. she Does most of the stuffs for me.. she helps me.

haiz.. i dun wanna say anymore..

jux hope for things to change..

God Bless!

Ok.. back for another short post i suppose.. hehe

Have been out everyday~~~ rawr!

Im tired.. seriously ... needa take a good break one day~

well doesnt seem like its gonna happen.. haha

Tmr.. well maybe gonna play bball..

then next week.. whole week out. cause mon and tues will be at chalet.

then wed to fri camp.. haiz..

gonna be deadly.. wonder how many days of sleep am i gonna miss haha

wont beable to spend time wif u... peeps and online frens >< haha

no msn duh~~~ sian

NO DOTA~ well can live wif it.. its not like its a MUST play anw.. sometimes jux makes people go mad cause ppl online drives others mad by being noob..

And i cant practice my guitar or piano.. which is quite sad.. cause im still tryin to perfect them.

Still tryin to find the right chords and notes to compose my song ..

tiring and stress sia.. haha

Really need a break off one day.. sleep 24h.. best XD

having panda eyes now.. can see it obviously... no hiding to it argh..

I look like a panda cat.. meow~

New species XD .. well.. still waiting for the jamming sessions haha.

Really enjoyed the small jamming sessions wif 'Ivon' and Arthur =D

though I jux joined in .. but its cool =]

art art art.. still wondering how to draw a new monster.. argh .. fan nao arh!

i feel Tired.. wan sleep .. but cant sleep..

Wondering wats my mind doin..

everytime my eyes is closed.. i see somethings.. perhaps.. memories..

Sayin .. i miss you ..

Tellin.. Whr are you..

Showin.. Tears..

Thinkin.. who am i..

Wondering.. what have i been doin..

Whisperin.. ur name..

How i wished u would hear my voice..

Be right here with me..

Feel ur warmth..

Is tat all in my mind..

What have i to do..

What must i do..

What was spoken...

What was told..

Am i giving myself a reason..

Or

Am i tryin to escape from reality..

What is it thats Keepin me alive..

What is it that keeps me from fallin..

Isit u? or isit them.. perhaps even all..

Or my dreams..

Listen to songs.. Feel the mood..

Relate to them.. and Soon realise that tears are forming..

Why is tat so.. Is the past so hard to let go of..

Maybe yes maybe no..

I cant tell too.. cause sometimes they jux come back..

i wanted to speak.. but was Tongue Tied..

Words were Never spoken..

Actions tried but fails to show.

Heart Desires to..

Bt breaks and hurts when i have no courage to get things done, spoken, shown.

Soul Hopes for..

But frequently dashed by hesitation..

Its all in the mind.. and Heart..

A fear tat i have yet to conquer..

Cause i dont know wat it is...

Givin myself reasons to escape it make the fear grow even more..

I cant face it.. Not alone..

Maybe it'll be resolved one day..

and i hope it'll be soon..

Livin in fear is not wat i wan..

Especially a fear which i dont even know wat it is.. like an unknown enemy.

Watever it is though.. my love for u and all will never be broken.

God Bless~

Rawr! lol!... ok.. today day day day ........

er... ok got some blisters on my foot =.= ... both my feet...

seriously.. pain >< hahaha... really unbearable can...
super pain XD...

i wonder how im gonna walk..

3 blisters on each foot. one is bleeding within ROAR!

its red 0.0...

pain Lah! hahahhaa...

ok a way to be eeeeeemo? hurt urself..XD

not by sliting ur own wrist.. or doin somthin stupid..

eh.. play basketball bare footed =.= LOL!...

IT HURTS!!! seriously lOL!...

Being Emotic... pain is enjoyable =X ok isit? haha dun care...

maybe im a sadist! roar!

CAUSE JIE CHEAT ME FEELING! LOL!... Meow!

><

Say no BF then suddenly pop out one roar!

intro to me also dun wan.. I wan play bball with him de lei!.. Like tat lo!...

Got Bf liao dun wan share! MEooooWwwww..~~~ haha

XD

I go Find My DEAR liao lah! dun care u liao =p...

Saturday FTW! lol!...

Blog Blog Blog Blog~~~~

Updates~ == No Updates LOL!

Lets Talk bout Emo! =D

Jerry WANS ME TO HAVE A GF BEFORE HE STARTS TO TURN THE CLASS INTO A HOW TO PAO GIRLS LESSON =.= ... TAT INCLUDES (RICKY AND LEWIS) LOL!....

Muahahhahaha

So lets prepare to get Enlightened =.= ... lol!..

Crazy as it is.. this world is goin mad? ... haha~ relationships roar! so troublesome.. sianz.. Why Why Why~ cause... people all ard are lookin for nice lookin personals. maybe wif great qualities, perhaps event special talents.. rawr~

For me.. Jux a practical normal guy who does not have much of any talent.. great at being alone. can travel ard.. but doesnt know the streets well. zzzz... this aint gonna take me anywhr either..

Guys who are way better than me are all along the streets.. im like the last guy on earth a girl would choose? haha. well.. alrdy said emo rite?? haha.

so.. RICKY IS BETTER THAN ME CAUSE HE CAN TALK MORE! wahahahhaha. I am those quiet quiet .. do nthin if ppl nv make move kind.. unless im really argh.. into jux do it mode then i'll jux do watever it is first. NIKE! Just Do It! =D

Hamsters and gettin in and outta my life.. must take care of them seriously is not really an easy task. and cause i've got a small phobia of them since small when i was bitten by a damn ferocious female. my finger really bled alot so yet.. naturally fear sets in when i tries to take them out jux to carry them or play with them..

Still my life aint as bad lah~ considering stories of others. mine is considered medicore life.. still live-able.. There are lots of others who's lives are jux way off the road.. not considering them to have some things tats not perfect here or thr..its how they were born to be. no one can change tat.. but people ard them starts to treat them like some outcasts tats even worst than how i've been treated.

I dun know y.. perhaps i aint like tat.. bullying ppl aint really my trait. Thats the prob wif sec sch i guess.. its like a massive influence.. when one person hates you. others follow suit.. and in the end.. u have a whole class against u. Thkfully...things change after sometime for me.. but not for my poor fren =/ .. things are still not goin well for her.. and family probs are also givin her loads of stress.. haiz .. tats life eh? ..

nah i dun think so.. Life is wat i call.. u are able to enjoy urself nomatter wat. In bad or good times. tats life.. in life i also believe in this thing called karma.. so i prefer not really doin bad things.. maybe in jux being supersitious..but hack tat.. being good to people also makes u happy rite.. atleast u see the smiles on the person..that too makes u smile..

Some people jux dun understand the feeling of being humiliated, isolated, framed and so on.. thats y they still do those to people.. how cocky.. i jux wish they would be treated the same way.. so they would treat others better..

no one is made perfect.. and people choose to be perfect. yes in a way. y not!. but no one can be perfect if no one gives them a chance to be perfect or tries to be perfect ALONE. tats not how things works.. we need each other. and i choose to be the one to help everyone.. but times comes when i get really fustrated cause im stuck in the middle of alot of things. whr everything comes to me and i have to make difficult choices..

I cant say Yes to everything.. cause i can only help a few at a time. I have to denie others. and when ppl keep persisting i'll jux start scoldin.. so sry if i have ever scolded u. cause im really stressed in my head. I have learnt to be bad.. cause i cant be good all the time. being bad at times can sometime change a person. learn tat one cannot rely on one forever.. tats wat i've learnt. so i choose to use everyone as a support in return i try to support them as well.

I guess so much as.. well.. I'll pray for those in need. who need my prayers for them ask me.. and i will pray for u. dun be afraid. Cause i know god will help u in some ways. i am not god myself. and i've not really been to church. but i believe he will make a difference in ur life. =]

Goodluck Yo!