Argh~~ Stupid Phone Bastard me Siaaa~
K.O at this Time.. =.= .. Freaking annoying
I swear I'll change back to the OLD nokia Phones man!!

I Mean Comeon!!! They're so Durable.. Resistance to Da Max!
Cannot Spoil One!!! Then stupid Sony EricSson, Phone spoil so easily -.-

Bloody hell siaa.. So WEAK.. SO WEAK!!! Like WEAKSTER!!!!
Now I cant sleep and its in the middle of the night.. Nice one uh!!!
4:43am As im typing this.. gees~

Later still must go sch at 7am..
well.. perhaps i'll jux live off without a phone for one day!
atmost emo one person niaa.. no one can contact me.. i cant contact no one..
meow. Personal time wif me and myself -.-
ok so damn argh...

Loneliness shouldnt bother me till tat day when i felt so helpless.
Hurt and all alone.. Worst kinda Feel ever.
The Fear.. The Loneliness.. The Sadness..
arrrr....

Worst off im outside at tat time.
Cant make out my thoughts. am i blaming some1? or am i blaming myself?
who caused me to be in this state? why am i crying?
Why does it happen? Why Wont they understand?
I tried to find ppl to talk to. but to no avail..
msgs sent were not replied. and i grew to feel worst..

Here i was Thinking.. i shldnt be troubling my bros.
but i couldnt help it. i need to talk to some1
or i'll die..
lucky he was thr to reply me.
though it was random.. cause i dun usually msg him to talk bout things.
Before i texted him.. i was at the food court.. wif my parents.
But i cant bring myself to face them.
I feel so ashamed.. so angry..
thoughts was Flying past my head when i was eating..
and no one would believe. but i finished 3 whole plates of food in like 15mins?

So i finished.. and thr we're sitting next to each other.
I cant talk.. i felt dumb.
mom went to ntuc to buy stuff.. dad was sitting wif my grandparents.
i feel out of place.. awkward.. so BAD..
so i walked off to a quiet place, alone, wif tears forming..

i sat dwn.. in a foyer like area..
wif little ppl sitting ard.. maybe like 6 old man scattered across the circular structure.
i started texting him, my bro, as tears start to drop..
when he called.. i cant find the words to speak..
i was sobbing.. words that i speak.. was muffled by the cries.
But i managed to speak my mind out, wif freaquent pauses in between.
as i was weeping so badly.

We talked for awhile.. then my parents called. time to get back home.
i was still sobbing when i walked towards the car. but they aint there to see it.
The songs that was playing through the mp3.
Ringed in my head.. over and over again.. realising.. that it could meant so much more.
It thought me, that theres always more than just one value, meaning within a thing, price, song.. everything

well i guess i'll end it off here.. i'll catch a quick nap before 630.

ciaoz

Alriteetyyyy thhennnn~~!!!! wwahahhaa

Sry Fokes For Not updating the bloggg..
Its Nthing but a Too Damn Busy With Everything Guy here
hahas!
Oh yea.. sry for the not updated links~ haven relinked or linked anyone for dunno how long XD
But yea.. Will do tat soon.

So comming back here.. wats my purpose? eh... dunno~~~
haha!!! Revival Of Blog..
Nahh not really.. jux blogging for fun..
dun really know wat to type anw so jux spam it wif words =p

ALrite.. will be back for some post maybe at the end of this week. ciaoz