Nature's Santuary

The Explosion

Oct 29, 2008

hehe.. well hahaha. b for another short post.. Damn it sia... Y ISIT RA3 OUT YET WHEN IT's ALREADY RELEASED!!!! Y!!!!! LOL!. wa lao... saw the Disc today...The One and Only One! we were so close to it...yet soo far T_T. haha. really damn cool sia omg... cant wait to get my hands on it.. the guy tat bought it had pre-ordered the cd =.= haiz hahaha. WAAA!!!! I WANT IT!!!!!! LOL!. anw... kinda sadded hahaha. Im gettin addicted to cassis by Gazette~ LOL~ all thks to ricky, zuyi and Fatty Gay! LOL!... =p .. bloody hell stop spamming my blog u fatty blob LOL!.

Oct 28, 2008

Sry Dudes!~ dude to the 'Ugly' post bout the gov... i've gotta make my blog private hahahhaa.
Anw, YES! RA3 is out!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO! time To REjoice People! LOL!. I've been waiting for this day for a long time wahahahhaa.! finally! get ready for battle People! Its WAR! WAHHAHAHA!

Oct 26, 2008

Hehehehe im bored.. so i decided to go paint and do smthin =.=... LOL!.. damn bo liao lah~ and also dunno wat to draw so jux randomly came up wif this noob paint again~ lol

Oct 17, 2008

Haha... b for a small update... a series of good things......well maybe jux one LOL!!... i got into the Jap Class CDS!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!!! omg im soooo excited haha. its like one of the best things that can happen on earth hahaha. and also....got $520 from red packets! hahaha. still broke though =p not enough to spare for a month hahaha. and also... yesterday went to watch 20th century boys.. haha its damn nice but damn confusing...haha.. but i love it! although they cut away alot of 'nice nice' scenes LOL!. atleast still had alot of fun goin out wahahaha. played bball and badminton in school till whole body pain ==..... haha. then today wake up... hardly can get off the bed lol!. really damn jia lat hahah. then stayed at home but feel damn restless.. haha.. though body pain... but still decided to go down to play bball hahaha. kao eh... i though im gonna die lah~ hahaha. the person body damn big.. hit me in the chest using his body.. i thought i was gonna die LOL!. then for the rest of the game i had difficulty breathing.. play till damn jialat hahaha. but still able to score some points lol!. But damn fun lah.. it made me feel alot better cause i used up all of my energy. haha. nw my hands and legs are aching like hell.. LOL!. i think im goin to dive into the deep dark world beneath liaoz XD hahhaha. even now still cant breath properly...bloody hell tat impact is like gettin into a car crash LOL!

Oct 15, 2008

hehe. thks guys for celebrating my b'day wif me! ArigatoGosaiimas!!!! hahaha. Its really great! had alot of fun wif ya peeps =p haha. so sad we nv took pics sia XD haha. SM! we wear till so nice nv take pic wasted sia.. hahaha. nvm next time we take together XD. wahahhaha. The bowling today was fun! XD. though i lost badly LOL! no Power today wahhahahaha. must play again someday ^^! sadly we cant play pool T_T LOL! well maybe next time we go find some cheap and nice pool area to play wahahhaa. im gonna TRASH u LEONG! LOl! oh yea.. nt forgeting. thks KH for calling me and wishin me happy b'day wahahha. i was wondering if u forgot my bday =.= haha. thks bro really appreciated it. we shall go out some other time alrites.. u today also busy hahahha. =p. and lastly.. thks mel, ur b'day wish for me really brighten my day ^^. i didn't expect u to msg me haha. though i was hoping for it.. but.. didn't really expected u to sms me~! really thks u alot~ Tat meant alot to me. really thk u alot! perhaps its just god's will.. tat we can nv be together. haha. well~ i'll still love u jux like before ^^ it doesnt matter wat u say.. i will never stop loving u~ wahahhaa. say im dumb say im an idiot say im mad. but its wat i chose. my only hope and wish for u is for u to find ur happiness. haha. anw thks. u gave me the best present in the world. and i appreciated it alot ^^~ my final statement, GOODLUCK KRIS!!! LOL!... Ur Olvls will be over in a few weeks XD. kill all the papers like they're ur most hated enemies in the world hahaha.! ~Loves All~

Oct 13, 2008

hi ya'll, jux finished watching koizora.. was damn touched by the movie. T_T. even cried while watching it. Watching it made me realized wat true love really means. The courage, the gentleness, the greatness of hiro.. i found myself being naive. watchin him throughout the show. his love for the girl can never be compared by anything. The part of my love life.. is nthin.. cause i nv understood true love.. though i thought of myself to know alot bout life.. but.. now i know.. i only know the little bit of it.. mistakes i've made through the days.. all came b to me in an instant.. wats true love about, is letting the one you love find their happiness. for if their happiness lies in u.. make her the happiest girl on earth, cause u are the only one that can give her wat she wans. thus, the hurt u give will be more than anything one will feel. cause they've entrusted their happiness to u, yet u've betrayed them and made her sad. wat a horrible one it would be for him to break a girl's heart that truely loves him. For if he chose to break her heart so as to not to let her see him suffer cause he knows it'll make her cry, tats when true love comes in. its nt the guy's fault for doin tat.. but cause he doesn't wan to see the one he love cry and become sad over him. his love for her is always there, jux tat he knows he cant give her any happiness. tats y he chose to make her leave him.. but it hurts him in his heart. To see the girl he truely loves leaving him. But all he wans is for her to find her happiness. so he would rather suffer himself than to take away her happiness. this is wat it takes to be a real man and this is true love.. for one could sacrifice anything jux to let the one he loves be happy because this is true love. i Hope i have not made the wrong decision.. but i'd wish for u to be happy. wat lies in me is not jux the memories of us.. but it haf already become a part of me. i would do anything to make u happy. i swear. Leaving u is hard for me.. but i know if ur happiness does not lie wif me. then i'll let u go to look for ur true happiness. I do not wish for u to be sad. for it hurts me too to see u cry. All i ever wanted is to see u smile. Smile for me.. Smile for the one u truely love and live a Happy life. I wish for ur happiness. For finding ur happiness will make me happy. ^^... +CHEERS TO ALL THE LOVERS OUT THERE! Cherish The One U Truely Love Before U Lose It and Regret!+ =-_SaYoNaRa_-= ~GoodBye To Love~

Wahahhaha! now im in Hongkong!!! WEEEE~~~ actually today is the last day here == been here for 6 days le hahaha. bought tonnes of stuffs XD.. 2 Gundams FTW! LOL!. MG Series muahahhaha. i'll upload the photos when im in sg hahaha. alot of photos == ... cant believe the senery soo nice LOL!. To All Guys: The Girls Here Are Chio! LOL!. of course above average looks... sadly .. haha.. =p. well ima stop here for today. wahahhaa

Oct 4, 2008

wahahaha. my piano is here!!!! time to start my practice XD.. im gonna become a great musician muahahahhaa. =p. its really cool, i love the feel of the piano.. my 1st piece of music... 'Musician' from d-grayman~ wahahaha its such a nice song... after i get the hold of the piano... i shall start to make my own music. ^^. have been watchin the LOTR trilogy for the past 3 days.. watchin it again, i found many meanings in the show that impacts in real life.. its such a nice movie.. haha. hmmm. this song makes me feel so sad.... cause its true == LOL!... well i'll paste the lyrics here...

Why (are We Still Friends)

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

[CHORUS:]

Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why

[CHORUS]

I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

[CHORUS] X2

Oct 3, 2008

Well,.... i've goin for almost everyday lately ==. wait... it is everyday... LOL!. nowonder im out of cash wahahahahhaa. the only day which i didnt spent more than $10 bucks.... tuesday!! wahahhaa, cause daryl, gideon and jon came over to my house to practice guitar.. supposed to practice acoustic.. but jon brought the most awsome thing in the world over!!! AN Electric guitar + amplifier LOL!!!. had loads of fun tryin out the electric... my god i swear the sound is gooooodddd... hahaha. jon was superb. he can play soo many songs!!! hahha. im sooo pei fu of him hahah. i wish someday i can be like him too haha. but i think its impossible lol~. he like a natural prodigy~ too pro liaoz. seriously.. the electric is sooo nice.. we're like rockin the whole flat for 6-7h LOL!. ROCK AND ROLL!!!!. XD. for the rest of the days.. well, went out wif ricky, lzh and some other frens wahhaha. yesterday went to buy a present for sakura.. ==.. didn't know choosin a present can take 7h -- lol~. but its damn fun though wahahaha. matashiki and i went to play the plushie catchin machine in marina square wahahaha. damn hard to catch lah~ but atleast i got 1 =p. he got none =X hahahaha. monday jux went out to slack off.. still wasted money hahaha.. haiz.. everyday like damn sian lah~ nthin to do de... haha. im still emo-ing everyday... loL~ haiz.... wat can i do though.. nthin is even possible XD. so jux cont to emo till the world ends.. tmr my piano's gonna come wahahaha. sooo excited.. i hope wif this i can finally start to make my songs a reality. nthin matters to me other than music now... and of course.. some other things.. but i shall not mention them. wahahaha. GoodLuck Kristin!!! wahahhaa. For Ur Olvls! =p.

-~=
Love is Cruel,
Love is Hurtful.
Yet, Love is beautiful,
Love is magnificient.
What is love in the first place when its just a game.
For all that have been hurt are deemed to hate it.
For all that have found their happiness in it,
they are glad they found it.
What is love for you and me when it comes out empty.
I can feel nothing for my heart is numbed,
I can only love and like u in secret,
For we can never be together.
This kind of love is sweet yet miserable.
But for the one i love,
Everything is worth it.
You are the song of my heart,
The angel of my heart.
I thank you for all.
=~-