Alrite lah~~~!!!

Now Is 3:25am... and im sitting infront of my com typing this entry..

wierd enough... i dun even know y i wanna type this but... heh..

so.. jux ended gaming... had some issues up... ahh~~ usual stuff whr ppl gets pissed and irritated cause they 'died' in the game or smthing..

in the case whr complementing on each others flaws is almost impossible..

eEeeEmooOoo...

Anw... atleast things didnt end up anw bad... atleast my K/D didnt drop XD

In other way... my PSR dropped which is wat we wanted anw.. hahas

hmmm.. things haf passed soo long since then... i can barely remember much...

well.. actually not remembering them would be much of Peace and Happiness..

Y brood over the past times when the present could be so much better ...

Nomatter how bad it was back then.. it's all over.. and we know for a fact tat nothing from the past could be changed...

soo.. getting back... i looked at my past posts... and i smiled at them..

finding them abit silly haha...

but somehow still meaningful and reveals the moment of thoughts at that particular time...

it was such a long way back then... well the last post before the previous one...

About me not being able to pass even a sing Oni song on the taiko machine.. hahaha

Now i can pass so much more...

and indeed time have let me learn and get better and better...

i use to complain that i can never get better even if a hundred years haf passed XD...

but well.. this definately proves me wrong .. =D..

with a bit of patience and hardwork and effort... one can get better at almost anything.

interesting isnt it ... how time works its way ard for ya.. hahaha

then further back to the emo posts... all about the darkness of life... Death...

well.. apparently.. surviving through the darkest days can make one so much stronger..

choice given to the person.. whether he/she wans the easy way or hard way out...

where 'easy way' stands for ... End of everything... ending up wif bad consequences...

or the 'hard way' which means... Work through it.. give it everything u've got and never give up even until the end... ending up wif a good thing atleast... for most of the time XD..

Goin on to relationships stuff.. well.. not getting anywhr.. still the same old man from the block.. haha!

perhaps im not ready yet for a relationship tats y i haven have the courage to speak out...

though thr were many opportunities given...

i never once had the confidence and courage to approach and open my mouth =/

sad uh~ hahaha

well tat makes me an AVALIABLE MAN!!! XD...

Not selling myself here Duh~~~

Jux wondering how is the old fren doing.. haven spoken to her for a long time...

Should be having exams now alrdy...

and another... which went MiA... since the last few weeks we've msged XD... ok isit jux a week ago? ... hmm..

Well .. haven had any smses from her seems like months and weeks though its jux days..

emo uh~ hahahaha..

Well.. my eyes are closing alrdy ... guess i'd stop here..

Last Words before i sleep...

Goodluck JON!!!! FIrst Day Of WORK!!! Dun Anyhow *ahem* Xmm LOL!..

And GoodLuck To Those Having Exams!!!

Flying off to hainan Tmr alrdy~ Hope This trip will be worth the while...

Nites Dudes!

+God-Bless+