Nature's Santuary

The Explosion

Nov 24, 2008

ok wahahahaa... i gotta admit~~~ playin wif leong is epic fun! LOL!.. =p.. srsly .. omg.. in his team its like HEY WTF! LOL!.damn funny~ joker sia XD... his joke are sooo damn .... .... ... that it made me burst out laughin like mad and i accidentally spit out wat i was 'drinking' onto his bag >.< !!!! It was an accident!!! damn PS!!! wahahaha. But u are SERIOUSLY TOO DAMN FREAKIN RIDICULOUS! LOL!... finally gettin use to playin dota wif them.. our teamwork is gettin better! XD. though sadded is.... stupid leong dun wan join us for tpcg >.< STUPID BAKA LEONG!!!!! PS us sia T_T haha.... sooo yea.. wanted to make some emo post... but somehow .. dunno~ i guess i was too lazy to think and make myself emo wahahaha. so i nv came into the blog and typed in...wahaha. still tryin to come up wif songs and lyrics though.. i keep forgetting the rythm i wan sia >.<"... damn sadded haha. atleast theres still someppl to talk to XD. my 'jie', 'mei', and my best good BUDDIES!!! wahahaha. love ya guys XD.. being wif u guys is the most funny and best timez ever haha.. though when sometimes u guys did mention bout things tat'd make me go emo... but wth.. i dun care le lah~ i guess its fate that never meant for us(Me&Her) to be together ='[ argh... life is cruel eh~ haha.. i never knew y girls always find themselves fat when they aint fat at all =.= i mean like comeon~ u are already like damn thin le~ or atleast jux rite~ u aint fat... and i've been hearing over and over again bout girls sayin themselves fat when they aint =.= wahahha. funny sia~ guess u girls are over reacting bah~ and also... being short too aint really tat bad... yes true i'll never haf a feel of wats it like being short.. but it aint real good for being tall either.. haha. the most important thing i know regardless of how u look like, is ur heart... im sure wif a good and kind heart, u'll be sure to find a man tat really loves u... men tat loves u for ur looks aint gd... bt men tat loves u for who u are is wat i considered true love.. i dun take relationships as a game.. tats y i've never been attached.. though well.. she doesnt really counted... bt... haiz.. i dunno how to explain.. if i were to fall in love again.. i would use my life to ensure that it last till the ends of time~ losing one is part of life... i guess its wat most ppl will go through.. bt losing one aint really as simple as it seems.. especially when its someone u really like and would like to live together wif for the rest of ur life~.. the pain, hurt and scar tat is left behind aint gonna go away jux like tat... yes some ppl say it'd go away... bt... in truth.. it nv really goes away.. it's jux locked in one corner of ur heart.. reminding u of the past at random times.. tats y i reckon always never to play wif relationships... ppl who toy ard wif others feelings... well u better go die off somewhere.. cause u think tats fun...while u cause hurt to the other...i've seen, heard and felt the heart breaks of many others.. including myself... thing jux aint the same anymore.. as the words says..."Once brokern, nomatter how one tries to repair it, it'll nv be the same as it was before, as the scars left will never be undone" ppl haf tried to mend the hurts and scars left by previous breakups.. but to tell the truth.. none haf ever succeeded in fully forgettin bout the past.. there'd always be memories lingering ard one's mind nomatter how one tries to look at it.. i'd wish and hope for a new relationship to begin.. but i reckon it'd be anytime soon.. =[ things jux aint the same as it was like before.. u've changed, i've changed, they've changed.. i'd wanna get close to u.. bt would u even give me a chance to start off wif.. u may never know who im talkin about. but i hope tat u'd know tat i'll always be waitin for u~