Haiz.... i cant go sch to even study sia =.=... zzzz..

freak Yesterday go sch nia become sick like hell... i thought mornin i was fine... maybe abit wobbly and cough.. still can take bus and walk.. no running or anything like jumping... but in bus..start feelin abit uneasy.. maybe cause hungry.. so after i got off the bus infront of sch.. i walked straight to ITAS to get the sandwich. Started eating once i got it, then went to take the lift.. somehow it taste damn wierd.. maybe cause my mouth is super dry.. even after i drank the water. i rch the 6th floor.. but i forgot whr the lab session was held.. my mind aint workin well.

i sat down on a 'bench'.. opened my bag.. and knowticed i Never bring my File!!!! =.= .. i put my time table inside the file.. so im like 'oh shit' =.=... then i smsed ricky, then sat back and continued eating.. slowly.. recieved his sms.. then cont to the classroom..

Rched the classroom, some classmates went 'wooo omg its boris... blah blah'..cause im late by like 1h...but i am totally not in the mood to even reply or do anything so just walked towards ricky grabbed a chair along the way and sat beside him.. placed my stuffs down and continued eating the 1st of the 3 pieces of bread in the 'sandwich box' tat i bought... i eat very slow rite.. then listen to teacher.. abit abit.. understand abit.. then tio headache.. by the time.. i had finished my 2nd piece.. haven touched my 3rd piece yet.. cause headache make me not feel like eating.. after headache gone then i cont eating.. finished my sandwiches.. then cont to listen to teacher.. bout 10-15mins later.. started feelin giddy for awhile.. then the lab session so called 'ended' not the class.. so the teacher wan us to do our assignment.. i wasn't feelin tat good so rested my head on the table...kept on coughing continuously...

Ricky ask im ok or not.. i jux say ok.. jux need some rest.. nick who is sitting in front knowticed tat im breathin quite heavily.. but i didnt pay much attension to it.. so i jux say its like tat de.. rest awhile should be fine.. kind of 'survived' the gmaths class.. so we proceeded to ides.. went to ides de classroom. i felt kinda abit hungry.. on normal days i sometimes will also feel like tat.. but i can hold it till nite whr either we go out eat together or go home and eat.. so i didnt really care much.. the only thing iwas worried about is the loa form.. cause class ends at 6 and the printing shop closes at bout 5.30.. so i asked ricky to go now to get the loa form before its too late.. so the both of us proceeded to the printing shop to get our loa forms.. its bout 3:15 at tat time. class jux started.. on our way back to class, i suggested tat we go ITAS for awhile cause i need to get water.. the bottle in my bag is alrdy emptied.

So i bought my bottle of water and rick bought his food... we went to take the lift up to the class room. rched the classroom.. at first i still okok can concentrate... then the cough starts taking place again.. i start to cough.. the headache comes back.. then my right lung starts to hurt abit.. the whole day i haven been breathin properly... my breathin is all heavy, short and fast.. jux like after runnin continously for hours.. by this time im alrdy runnin a fever.. bt i didnt know.. so i jux rested my head on the table while tryin to listen to wat the teacher is saying..

then i heard the teacher say we haf to finish the 'home' page by today or smthing... then i tried to pull myself together and started to do.. did abit.. and then cant stand it anylonger.. the headache and gastric pain tat started acting up is gettin all over my head and body.. i cant even lift my head up for more than 5mins.. while everyone is doin their work, im lying there like a dead man.. zuzu came to me and say "U can go home and rest.."bt i say i got no mc.. if go home cfm tio warning letter. tats y i dun wan go home.. every min in the classroom feels like days to me.. i cant look up, i cant do my work, i cant breath properly, my right lung hurts when i or burp, cough or breath too hard or too much. the gastric pain is so servere tat i cant even sit up straight..headache is making me feel giddy.. and my legs totally have no energy...

When i finally cant take it anymore.. i tell ricky to help me ask the teacher if i can go home or not.. while he go and ask.. i slowly pack my stuffs... shutdown my laptop.. haven keep them inside my bag yet cause i cant lift my bag up so i left the things on the table.. then drink some water.. then the teacher came and ask if im alrite..i say i cant breath properly and got headache.. she ask if thrs anyone tat knows of medic stuff.. nick came and check on me.. i told him how im feelin and stuffs.. the teacher thought i was havin asthma.. bt i dun haf .. its jux something wif my lungs and cough tats making me hard to breath.. anw.. she called ppl from the office to help.. then nick and zu helped me up from the chair.. at first im Ahhhhh pain pain pain.. cause of gastric i cant stand up straight or sit up straight.. then when i finally stood up, i cant even walk.. and im being carried by the both of them to the lift then to the staff room whr thrs a bed for me to rest on..

they help me bring my bag and stuffs up.. then the staff member ask me to call my mom.. i called and i cant speak properly.. and the staff wanted to speak to my mom so i passed the phone to her.. apparently my mom ask her to call my dad.. and during tat time.. nick was holdin on to a cold cold cloth tat was placed on my head.. cause im sittin up but not 90 degrees straight up lah.. he haf to hold on to it so it wont fall.. then my dad called me, askin me questions, then my bro called me.. askin me questions again.. i jux told them tat i'd be sent to changi hospital since the staff haf alrdy called an ambulance. nick had volunteered to go wif me to the hospital.. im thankful for tat.. but john chee(our CC) said tat he'll follow me instead and nick should return to class..

when the ambulance arrived, i and nick is still in the staff room, we heard the foot steps and stuffs.. so we assume the ambulance have arrived.. after bout 30sec.. we saw the medical officers come in and started putting their stuffs down and preparing the 'wheel chair'. One of the medical officers then put a 'mask' over my nose and mouth. those tat prevents the cough virus from spearding.. or flu virus.. watever it is.. the mouth mask thingys that people put durin the SARS or some shit... then they put a device on my finger tip.. i dunno wat it is.. bt i thing it is for checking the temperature.. the thing is.. my finger tips are icy cold =.=.. seriously.. damn cold.. i almost cant feel my finger tips at all..

they asked me to move over to sit on the 'wheel chair' i slowly tried to stand but still needed some help from nick.. and sat down on the wheel chair. then they pushed me to the ambulance.. along the way.. i see people looking at me.. bt i dun give a damn lah~~ haiz.. wat can i do being sick till like tat.. before goin into the ambulance.. they have to change the wheel chair into a stretcher.. then pushed it inside the ambulance and we're on our way to the hospital...

Along the way, my fingers gradually grew warmer.. and they asked me some questions. i wonder how long the trip took.. cause i was lying on the stretcher all the way and had no idea how long i've been lying thr. rch le... then see my dad.. but they had to do some check up first.. so blah blah.. check blood pressure everything.. then went out and wait to see the doc.. john chee passed my bag and stuffs to my dad and went back to sch after tat..

I had an x-ray scan of my chest and found tat i had some infection or inflammation on my right lung tats y i've been feeling pain there.. either way.. its still pain.. after goin through the checkups, the doc prescribed me some medications and mc till next week.. damn im gonna miss so much stuffs =.= haiz.. anw thks guys for being so caring for me.. especially rick, zuzu, nick, renqi and LeOnG(LOG). u guys are the best ^^.

Now im at home resting and doin nothin.. cant do any form of sports, cant excercise.. cant study much when i dun even understand much. cant eat any kind of heaty food.. jux plain food.. haiz mmy choice of food have been narrowed to only a few dishes.. sianz

Lastly, i dunno y i still care about other people's buisness when im alrdy so sick and cant takecare of myself.. i really needa knock myself up and give myself some senses.. i gotta stop making myself have more headache by poking into other people's buisness.. its jux wth... no one listens to me, no one finds meanings in my words, no one knows me.. no one knows how i feel.. i need a break, i need to rest.. tats it.. rest.. and no more problems