Next Blog Post~~well ok.. might be quite emotic. haha. Bt its nthin to do wif the day K~ Ricky, dun worry~ nthin bout anything today, Its a great day today ^^.. i dun wan u goin OMG OMG again~ hahaha. jux wat im thinkin bout in the morn when i was takin the bus to sch.. somehow my eyes jux starts getting teary haha~ real emo rite? ^^..

Not much of anything bt, thought of the past again.. haha. I still miss her Loads. I find tat she's the only one tat trust me more than anyone else. haiz.. so sad.. she's alrdy gone off to somewhr.. i jux hope tat we might me able to meet again.

U peeps might catch me staring into the blankness of space, the nite sky, trees, haha.. Bt during these times, my mind is occupied wif thoughts.. whether good or bad.. well doesn't matter rite.. haha. Everytime lookin at the nite sky, i'll see a bright star shining back at me. though there're others in the sky, bt they are not as obvious as tat one. often i'll close my eyes and pray to the star.. prayin for her safety, praying tat we'll have the chance to meet again, praying tat she's been doin well, and other stuffs.

sometimes, i'll pray to the moon.. hoping the beautiful aura will transmit my feelings.. i bet no one knows how it feels. haha, its kinda.. wierd isnt it.. im the only one wif this kinda feelings. of course.. tats wat makes me an outcast. a lone wolf..

Outcasts like us.. me and ricky.. we often do things differently from people.. we prefer having things in our own way and style.. how we think are different from people.. Wat we've experience are also more than wat others felt. U can say tat.. we're harderend veterans in the 'war'.. precisely.. people look at us as anti social, loners, solo players... all these skeptical thoughts of outcasts. Bt we're still human.. and we still live to serve the nation, the human race. jux like others. The only thing tat makes us different.. the pride in us.. we hold on to our pride even in the hardest and most dangerous of situations. people who abandon their pride are not even worth to live as an outcast..

Lonewolf.. Me, work and hunt as a sole warrior. though i, and the other lone wolves, needs help from others at times. we live differently from others. tats wat they dont understand. cause they never haf to go through wat we've been through. perhaps afew of the situations.. bt not all. For every lone wolf.. thrs a different pledge to them. every individual haf different prides in them.. bt the thing is they all held it strong to their hearts and never let them go. My Believe and Pride Tat stays strong in me: Do wat u can to help, Leave non in edge of falling/breaking, Protect all tats close to u, let no harm be done to ur loved ones before u are, save all that u can, think of others before thinkin of self, sacrifices are necsassary at times, not at the sacrifice of others but self, for the sake of others.. This is me.. My pride. my life..

Though there're other things tat i wan to do.. bt.. thr's jux too many things keeping me occupied and distracted tat i cant concentrate.. time for me to let things go and make time for myself.. And i'd guess my work is done.. i've patched u peeps up. so i shall be off to my world once more..

Im happy tat the both of u enjoy talkin to each other more and spending more time wif each other.. it means wat i've done haven gone in vain and the sacrifice is worth the while.. in exchange for happiness in the world, a bit of pain will nt make me fall or give up.

As i've said.. all i've ever wanted is for u to be happy. Tats my wish.. nthing will be better than to see u smile ^^. if u ever face wif problems tat u cant solve.. i'll try to help.. if u ever need a ear to hear ur complains, words or to speak ur heart.. i'll be ur ears. if u ever need a shoulder to cry on.. i'll give u mine. If anyone ever bullies u.. I'll teach them a lesson. If u ever feel unhappy/sad.. i'll try my best to give u my best smile and think of ways to cheer u up and warm up ur heart. If u ever feel cold.. I'll do my best to keep u warm..

Today isnt really much of a bad day.. Thks guys for ur jokes and funny stuffs. it really makes ones world better.. cheers to all the lovers out there. Cherish wat u have before u lose it and regret.. Cause nthing will feel worst than losing smthin/someone u really loved.

May the light shine on you~




May u find the answers that u wan to know~



Hope You'll live everyday happily~ ^^