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Lets Talk bout Emo! =D

Jerry WANS ME TO HAVE A GF BEFORE HE STARTS TO TURN THE CLASS INTO A HOW TO PAO GIRLS LESSON =.= ... TAT INCLUDES (RICKY AND LEWIS) LOL!....

Muahahhahaha

So lets prepare to get Enlightened =.= ... lol!..

Crazy as it is.. this world is goin mad? ... haha~ relationships roar! so troublesome.. sianz.. Why Why Why~ cause... people all ard are lookin for nice lookin personals. maybe wif great qualities, perhaps event special talents.. rawr~

For me.. Jux a practical normal guy who does not have much of any talent.. great at being alone. can travel ard.. but doesnt know the streets well. zzzz... this aint gonna take me anywhr either..

Guys who are way better than me are all along the streets.. im like the last guy on earth a girl would choose? haha. well.. alrdy said emo rite?? haha.

so.. RICKY IS BETTER THAN ME CAUSE HE CAN TALK MORE! wahahahhaha. I am those quiet quiet .. do nthin if ppl nv make move kind.. unless im really argh.. into jux do it mode then i'll jux do watever it is first. NIKE! Just Do It! =D

Hamsters and gettin in and outta my life.. must take care of them seriously is not really an easy task. and cause i've got a small phobia of them since small when i was bitten by a damn ferocious female. my finger really bled alot so yet.. naturally fear sets in when i tries to take them out jux to carry them or play with them..

Still my life aint as bad lah~ considering stories of others. mine is considered medicore life.. still live-able.. There are lots of others who's lives are jux way off the road.. not considering them to have some things tats not perfect here or thr..its how they were born to be. no one can change tat.. but people ard them starts to treat them like some outcasts tats even worst than how i've been treated.

I dun know y.. perhaps i aint like tat.. bullying ppl aint really my trait. Thats the prob wif sec sch i guess.. its like a massive influence.. when one person hates you. others follow suit.. and in the end.. u have a whole class against u. Thkfully...things change after sometime for me.. but not for my poor fren =/ .. things are still not goin well for her.. and family probs are also givin her loads of stress.. haiz .. tats life eh? ..

nah i dun think so.. Life is wat i call.. u are able to enjoy urself nomatter wat. In bad or good times. tats life.. in life i also believe in this thing called karma.. so i prefer not really doin bad things.. maybe in jux being supersitious..but hack tat.. being good to people also makes u happy rite.. atleast u see the smiles on the person..that too makes u smile..

Some people jux dun understand the feeling of being humiliated, isolated, framed and so on.. thats y they still do those to people.. how cocky.. i jux wish they would be treated the same way.. so they would treat others better..

no one is made perfect.. and people choose to be perfect. yes in a way. y not!. but no one can be perfect if no one gives them a chance to be perfect or tries to be perfect ALONE. tats not how things works.. we need each other. and i choose to be the one to help everyone.. but times comes when i get really fustrated cause im stuck in the middle of alot of things. whr everything comes to me and i have to make difficult choices..

I cant say Yes to everything.. cause i can only help a few at a time. I have to denie others. and when ppl keep persisting i'll jux start scoldin.. so sry if i have ever scolded u. cause im really stressed in my head. I have learnt to be bad.. cause i cant be good all the time. being bad at times can sometime change a person. learn tat one cannot rely on one forever.. tats wat i've learnt. so i choose to use everyone as a support in return i try to support them as well.

I guess so much as.. well.. I'll pray for those in need. who need my prayers for them ask me.. and i will pray for u. dun be afraid. Cause i know god will help u in some ways. i am not god myself. and i've not really been to church. but i believe he will make a difference in ur life. =]

Goodluck Yo!