Ok.. back for another short post i suppose.. hehe

Have been out everyday~~~ rawr!

Im tired.. seriously ... needa take a good break one day~

well doesnt seem like its gonna happen.. haha

Tmr.. well maybe gonna play bball..

then next week.. whole week out. cause mon and tues will be at chalet.

then wed to fri camp.. haiz..

gonna be deadly.. wonder how many days of sleep am i gonna miss haha

wont beable to spend time wif u... peeps and online frens >< haha

no msn duh~~~ sian

NO DOTA~ well can live wif it.. its not like its a MUST play anw.. sometimes jux makes people go mad cause ppl online drives others mad by being noob..

And i cant practice my guitar or piano.. which is quite sad.. cause im still tryin to perfect them.

Still tryin to find the right chords and notes to compose my song ..

tiring and stress sia.. haha

Really need a break off one day.. sleep 24h.. best XD

having panda eyes now.. can see it obviously... no hiding to it argh..

I look like a panda cat.. meow~

New species XD .. well.. still waiting for the jamming sessions haha.

Really enjoyed the small jamming sessions wif 'Ivon' and Arthur =D

though I jux joined in .. but its cool =]

art art art.. still wondering how to draw a new monster.. argh .. fan nao arh!

i feel Tired.. wan sleep .. but cant sleep..

Wondering wats my mind doin..

everytime my eyes is closed.. i see somethings.. perhaps.. memories..

Sayin .. i miss you ..

Tellin.. Whr are you..

Showin.. Tears..

Thinkin.. who am i..

Wondering.. what have i been doin..

Whisperin.. ur name..

How i wished u would hear my voice..

Be right here with me..

Feel ur warmth..

Is tat all in my mind..

What have i to do..

What must i do..

What was spoken...

What was told..

Am i giving myself a reason..

Or

Am i tryin to escape from reality..

What is it thats Keepin me alive..

What is it that keeps me from fallin..

Isit u? or isit them.. perhaps even all..

Or my dreams..

Listen to songs.. Feel the mood..

Relate to them.. and Soon realise that tears are forming..

Why is tat so.. Is the past so hard to let go of..

Maybe yes maybe no..

I cant tell too.. cause sometimes they jux come back..

i wanted to speak.. but was Tongue Tied..

Words were Never spoken..

Actions tried but fails to show.

Heart Desires to..

Bt breaks and hurts when i have no courage to get things done, spoken, shown.

Soul Hopes for..

But frequently dashed by hesitation..

Its all in the mind.. and Heart..

A fear tat i have yet to conquer..

Cause i dont know wat it is...

Givin myself reasons to escape it make the fear grow even more..

I cant face it.. Not alone..

Maybe it'll be resolved one day..

and i hope it'll be soon..

Livin in fear is not wat i wan..

Especially a fear which i dont even know wat it is.. like an unknown enemy.

Watever it is though.. my love for u and all will never be broken.

God Bless~