Back Again~ =]

well.. dont know wat to say..

was jux stunned after watchin a vid on youtube..

It was "Britains got talent".. a video on susan Boyle...

Holy God .. i swear her voice touches a million souls..

Seriously.. People should Never judge a book by it's cover..

this is the prove.. she's 47.. she's old.. she doesnt looks anywhr good..

But.. Her Voice.. Damn.. Its Soo beautiful..

I dont know u peeps.. but she damn sure moved me wif her voice..

It's like an angel's voice..

so Nice.. I cant find a word to describe it.. it was jux too Fantastic~!

Best voice I've ever heard since some time..

Some people are jux such Losers tat they have to flame her and talk bad bout her..

Jux because she haf the talent but doesnt haf the looks..

while the flamers jux got no talent at all.. And I think They DUN EVEN HAVE THE LOOKS!

They're jux jealous over her voice..haiz.. such sadded people.. get a live.. look into the mirror.. and think over it.. WAT DO U HAF TATS BETTER THAN HER TAT U CAN FLAME HER.. Tat applies to other things too.. Looks, Brain.. watever.. People have no rite to flame other people...It jux makes u looks so bad tat u are jux another LOSER in life and is wasting earth's space and resources...

ok.. Even if u do have the looks.. jux treat it as.. ur looks is ur talent.. dun go ard flaming other people wif different talents even if they dont look good in ur eyes..

Over wif it.. Susan Boyle is great.. and she's inspiring to many ppl.. Go on Wif Ur Dream! Make It Real! =D

So.. haven been bloggin lately.. was kinda lazy and tired...

too much work is piling up lately..

I needa plan my time well le..

and.. i will be stayin alone for the next 10 days..

parents are overseas.. gotta do all the house work..

hmm.. think i wont have much time to go out anymore..

sads.. but i guess tats a good thing.. wont waste much money XD

gotta start on my projects soon..

Well.. i've planned to run 4km every alternate day.. so yea... =p..

jux went to run today.. i think i ran bout 3.5km.. and i was tired out alrdy..

my timing was 20min 46 sec.. i was thinking if i can run under 20mins when i started..

well didnt turn out as wat i expected..i needa train up my stamina le..

hmm and yea... i wanna go to the gym.. gotta plan le.. haiz.. too many things to do..

hope things go well for me.. CCA selections commin up.. i dun wanna screw them up~

god help me..

Ok .. Emo stuffs...

It was days back when i was out wif ricky after sch to eat at oppo sch.. i finished my counsslling psycho .. i think it was a thurs.. well dun care..

so while we were eating.. we talked bout girls and guys..

at first.. it was like.. Are we different in other people's eyes..

cause people always look at us like we are different from them..

and then he said.. dont u notice.. the teachers/lecturers remember us easily..

cause.. we're different.. outstanding in a way.. like how we act.. wat we do.. maybe even how we look..

then comes to say.. local people and people like us.. Outcasts..

Does the so called local people even accept us outcasts?...

local people .. hmm.. how to say.. jux the typical singaporean.. judging people by things and stuffs..

Will they ever accept us who are different from them in some ways..

even though we're born the same way.. maybe even in the same country same time..

same day.. because we.. outcasts.. like different things and do different things..

are we casted out jux because we dont really clique in wif others well.. or because we dont have the REQUIREMENTS tat LOCAL People have..

It sounds retarded doesnt it.. as in.. WE're still humans.. Y divide us into such groups and casts us away like we're some alien from a wierd planet..

Then comes in... he said.. wat does a girl see in a guy.. Looks? Style? Talent? Money?

I said.. I dont know.. thr's an unlimited amount of possibilities..

He agrees too.. cause afterall.. we're not girls.. we wont know wat a girl is thinking and wans..

then comes another question.. wat does a guy see in a girl.. I got stunned.. and for awhile i didn't know wat to say.. he too.. doesnt know wat he see's in a girl to attract him..

Both of us.. and many other people like us.. Outcasts.. have been 'Isolated'.. and didnt know wat we wan and wat we see cause we cant see..Much like a blinded man without a stick to guide him along or anyone...

People cant accept us for who we are.. then y should we care.. much less.. me and him.. we both prefer quiet and peaceful lives..

we dun mind living alone.. we're alrdy used to it..

but nthin can stop us from thinkin bout how good it'll be if we have a companion wif us..

He said that he would wanna move to jap to live thr.. wif zu.. they've alrdy planned to move thr after they are done here in sg..

me.. i would like to move thr too.. atleast i get to have 2 good frens wif me in a new country whr we only have each other to rely on..

but i too wanted to live in australia.. cause.. i want to open a ranch.. whr i can keep lots and lots of different animals..

hopefully. become a vet.. but hearing wat my fren said days back when i entered my first psycho lesson.. i cant get in unless i study science in poly.. it was upmost depressing.. cause it's like my dreams are dashed.. and i have no whr else to go.. maybe i go perfect my guitar and piano skills and become a musician to perform? ..

its not my main dream though.. haix... how.. Im really lost..True that i love music.. and i did dream bout tat one day i can make a perfect music tat can soothe peoples hearts and touch them deep within..

Isit even a dream worth realizing?..

Im really lost.. without a goal.. im jux living my life off day by day..

hoping for something to happen..

My heart breaks.. My soul Hurts from wounds left open..

Scars that reminds me of the depressing past.. painful reality that strikes day after day

wishin someone can be beside me to cry out all the sadness..

to meet someone who can heal my wounded soul and broken heart..

As all.. To my Best frens~ Ricky, Zu, Leong, Qi, LZh and many others..

I'll be thr for u when u need me.. i know i am not much of a help..

Im dumb and crap .. I only know limited stuffs..

But i'll do my best to help.. even in small things..

Im all tied up now wif things..

sigh.. Hopefully days ahead will be brighter..

GodBless!