Haha ok.. back for Posting.. KEEPING IT ALIVE...!!! WOOOOOO!!!!

Today.. Went to Tamp 1. OMG TAT PLACE IS FREAKIN HUGE WITH FREAKIN AWESOME STUFF!!!! LOL!...

Nah not really.. Jux exaggerating .. XD

Went thr Bought quite alot of things.. some Shirts.. a black jeans.. T shirts.. Long Sleeve Shirts and ... THE THE THE THE THE ORANGE BOX!!! AHHHHH OMG!!!! AHHHH!!! LOL!

FINALLY!!!! i CAN PLAY TF2!!!!!! MUAHHAHAHA WEE KIAT!!!! IM GONNA GET UUUUU!!!! hahahaha

Ricky Dun Be Emo pLox... WAHAHHAHA =p..

I know u wan it alot but.. lol!!!! go buy IT AND PLAY TOGETHER!!!! XD

Oh yea.. FASTER COME BACK LAH!!!! hahaha! WE Miss ur lonesome so much lol..
=X

Oh yea.. so haven been bloggin.. cause lazy and was quite busy..

was out for most of the days.. For the days tat i aint out.. IM cleanin up stuffs.. so yea..

No TIme no TIme.. Rawr!!! haha

Have been trainin for DragonBoat this Few weeks.. maybe 5? haha..

and i've gain weight =.= ...

from 60kg - 64kg sia .. omg... 1 month nia 4 kg.. sian lo~~~ haha

How to keep myself light sia XD

Tell Me how.. Tell me Y... Tell me Everything!!!! =p..

lol.. ok.. kinda crappy teh days are.. lookin forward to WEEK 0.. haha

wonder how shag ima be after the first day... XD

Oh yea.. DUDES!!! i saw the Power Gel.. OMg.... I can feel its gonna taste Aweful.. LOL!..

Haha.. saw kok Lip and His frens at Tamp 1.. all dragon boaters.. all Muscle like Wtf Imba.. lol..

Talked for like 30 sec before goin up the escalator.. lol.. shoppin wif parents bo bian must move XD..

so yea.. shop ard and bought the stuffs and came home..

Tired.. haha.. Played dota.. 1v1 wif this Girl.. Though i dun like 1v1 but well.. entertain her lol..

win 1 lost 1.. so .. im noob wahahahhaa

And Yea.. Wats things to say.. hmm.. Haven got my inspiration to make the song yet.. haiz...

make halfway nia.. and i got no more idea..

i need more time and motivation sio... sads.. no time le.. haha..

Facebook says ima live up to a 100 Years..

I think im gonna live up to another few 10 or 20 years up? haha..

Tryin to make my life up to the max nowadays.. not wasting a min..

and result.. gettin tired like mad. =.= .. crappy isnt it..

sem 2.. hopefully i can score well.. my last chance le..

gpa must atleast raise till 3..

i need some freakin motivation sia..

Gotta buck up...

Move On Dude.. Move ON...

Theres nothin left behind but stupid Old Useless emo self..

I cant be like tat anymore.. No more..

I wana Soar high and Make a name out before im outta time..

Still .. as always.. A lone wolf... but im gettin in wif packs.. moving ard diff packs..

still at the upmost of times.. Im still a loner..

Reality never changes.. Do they.. and.. Wierd things happens all ard..

Something u never expected to come.. Came.. those u expect it to be.. It doesnt..

tats how reality works.. Nthin is ever certain.. Nthin is ever right.. and once it strikes..

It strikes hard.. Deep into the wound alrdy left open.. or breaking the failing barrier of courage.. the only thing tat keeps ppl goin..

Sufferings.. Pain..Agony.. Hate.. depression.. Results of a scar left by the piercings and strikes of the painful reality..

some heals.. some doesnt.. THough it healed.. but it may never heal again if it got hit again..harder.. those that doesnt.. fall into deep dark places behind their minds..

losing themselves.. perhaps.. even their lives.. some courage may be born form these teared open wounds.. those who does.. lived again.. for the better.. and is harder to fall..those who dont.. bring wif them the hate and scars to their graves..

Wat iS the reason to my pain...

WAt is the reason to my fears..

isit u.. who had never left me.. but left a deep scar tat never healed..

or isit another.. who jux simply crash my life?..

or isit my pathetic Dreams tat never fails to upset me..

Set backs after set backs.. and yet i face them wif a smile and stood up...

Losing all my strenght to fight back.. but i insisted in never fallin..

goals Dashed.. dreams crashed.. but im still here..

without a thought.. totally blank.. wat is my goal in life...

why am i living.. wats the deal wif me being alive..

wat is my purpose here.. y am i doin this..

y cant i find the courage to ask her out..

y cant i find the courage to tell her that i love her..

y cant i JUX find the courage to even apporach her.. any one...

is tat all to wat i am.. a little worm.. who cant do anything right..who cant even face my fears to conquer them.. who cant step up and say wat i wan and meant to say.. for once.. i wanna do it all.. but i cant..

I have no courage left.. its all been blown away.. Its all over? isit..?

can i build them up again and live up to wat i wan myself to be..

or leave myself to fall prey to the ever ruthless reality..

This.. is live..I am.. Who i am..

I wan to Do wat i wan.. i dun wanna be stopped by my fears..

but its harder to be done.. then jux sayin it out....

on my way to a new life.. trainin everyday to keep myself up..

if i fail.. its the end.. Its the final rush.. buck up little soldier..

And Rush ahead..let nothin stop u.. for u will become a champion at the end.. no matter wat..

Let no set backs hold u back.. Let no hurts and pain slow u down.. let no relationships get u to turn back and stop..

Move Forward..

God Bless